Monday, January 23, 2012

Who gives a F***

I sometimes wonder why i bother what people has to say ,
Why i get disturbed when they point out things that i`m not
or chase me away as if i`m a stray ...
Why do i lose patience when they fail to understand me,
Or made guilty of crimes i`ve not commited,
Why do i have to look the other way when i`m called names,
Or put down just for kick sakes...

Ya i`m not a stud , a perfect 10 ,
i`m crazy , i`m goofy, i `m childish yet mature,
i`m a thinker not a shrinker,
i`m creative.... i`m black i`m white ... i`m bold and i fight for what is right...

To make it short and sweet i`ll give a shit .
For i give a Fuck , u sore loser`s cause u`ll suck...

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Auld Lang Syne (Bring in Peace,Love & Happiness)



Auld Lang Syne , Auld Lang Syne

For times gone by,

my dear For times gone by,

We will take a cup of kindness yet ,

For times gone by.



The baritone voice still booming in my mind when i remember uncle pinto singing the song in full throttle.... and the goan songs that followed with me on the Bongo and you on guitar and aunties & uncles as accompaniment sir you rocked the parties....



Farewell my old pal , farewell to my teacher & preacher your voice always reminded me of Chris Perry ..... may your soul R.I.P



A Note to all those who were hurt by my Highhanded & Uncouth behaviour ...



For the past year that gone by I would like to APOLOGIZE ,

for all the mistakes i had made that made people doubt my intention ,

for all agressive behaviour i showed ,

for being outright insulting and crude ,

for all the attitude i had developed & being egoistic,

for harrasing freinds and for being a total JERK .... giving shan`t respect for someone`s feeling

and losing Trust...



I`m ashamed for my behaviour i apologise for from the bottom of my heart, i really mean it ,i was just a fucking weakling.


i`m working on pulling down the wall of distrust i had created over the period of time ... my past had fucked me and i`m being to realise in turn i`m fucking those who do care about me...



Yes i`m pulling down the wall of distrust , help me Lord to trust people , please take the hatred i have in me , replace it with love , help me Lord to be nice to people and be more understanding but last but not least help me Lord to give joy to the people



Ps:

For all the regret i have been felling of lately yet i just can`t get this song from my mind ....


My Bonnie lies over the ocean

My Bonnie lies over the sea

My Bonnie lies over the ocean

Oh bring back my Bonnie to me

Bring back, bring back

Bring back my Bonnie to me, to me

Bring back, bring back Bring back my Bonnie to me

to me ....