Auld Lang Syne (Bring in Peace,Love & Happiness)

Auld Lang Syne , Auld Lang Syne

For times gone by,

my dear For times gone by,

We will take a cup of kindness yet ,

For times gone by.

The baritone voice still booming in my mind when i remember uncle pinto singing the song in full throttle.... and the goan songs that followed with me on the Bongo and you on guitar and aunties & uncles as accompaniment sir you rocked the parties....

Farewell my old pal , farewell to my teacher & preacher your voice always reminded me of Chris Perry ..... may your soul R.I.P

A Note to all those who were hurt by my Highhanded & Uncouth behaviour ...

For the past year that gone by I would like to APOLOGIZE ,

for all the mistakes i had made that made people doubt my intention ,

for all agressive behaviour i showed ,

for being outright insulting and crude ,

for all the attitude i had developed & being egoistic,

for harrasing freinds and for being a total JERK .... giving shan`t respect for someone`s feeling

and losing Trust...

I`m ashamed for my behaviour i apologise for from the bottom of my heart, i really mean it ,i was just a fucking weakling.

i`m working on pulling down the wall of distrust i had created over the period of time ... my past had fucked me and i`m being to realise in turn i`m fucking those who do care about me...

Yes i`m pulling down the wall of distrust , help me Lord to trust people , please take the hatred i have in me , replace it with love , help me Lord to be nice to people and be more understanding but last but not least help me Lord to give joy to the people

Ps:

For all the regret i have been felling of lately yet i just can`t get this song from my mind ....

My Bonnie lies over the ocean

My Bonnie lies over the sea

My Bonnie lies over the ocean

Oh bring back my Bonnie to me

Bring back, bring back

Bring back my Bonnie to me, to me

Bring back, bring back Bring back my Bonnie to me

to me ....

Two Lonely Hearts

Two lonely hearts torn apart,

Too stubborn to create a new start

Two lonely hearts far away from each other ,

Pain grabbing them in every which way from one another

Two lonely hearts, a quarter not a whole,

For the distance from the two souls is taking their toll.

Two lonely hearts one is yours the others mine

Two lonely hearts who promised to love each other until the end of time....

Love Instatiable........

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.

You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.

You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.

When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.

They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.

Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.

There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.

You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.

The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again.

Colours seem brighter and more brilliant.

Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all.

A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.

In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.

Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.

You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do.

Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.

You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.

You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you.

You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.

Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.

Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."

Finding Oneself........

Warriors of light always keep a certain gleem in thier eyes

They are of this world, they are part of the lives of other people and they set out on thier journey with no saddlebags and no sandals

They are often cowardly .

They do not always make the right decisions.

They suffer over the most trivial things, they have mean thoughts and sometimes belive they are incapable of growing.

They frequently deem themselves unworthy of any blessing or miracle.

They are not always quiet sure what they are doing here.

They spend many sleepless nights , believing that thier lives has no meaning .

That is why they are warriors of light.

Because they make mistakes .

Because they ask themselves questions.

Because they are looking for a reason - and are sure to find it.

Excerpts

Hey You! up there in the dark can u hear me...

Scattered Thoughts ..... Ensemble

"Soulmates" - I belive are for many of us all we see them at various times of our lives as mirrors of ourselves but timing is wrong and thier thread that is connected to us is not strong at that moment in time.

When worlds/threads do collide it comes with a "knowing" (beyond anything that i can describe) and a desire of two like minded individuals with a common desire to love each other . You are left wondering why us and not person I felt was attracted to.

A soulmate is not found as a "penny by the wayside" or like a magician pulling a rabbit out of the hat , but arrives with an intuitive knowing and a sense of completeness that is unfathomable.

So precious and fragile at first , tentative , awaiting the blossoming that will follow .

You think you are incharge of the emotions but you are swept away with a feeling that was meant to be and has come down from Ages , A Feeling beyond any of our Comprehension.

Love is a risk and is not all happiness and sunshine , it is hard work and a lot of giving and taking .God created love as an emotion to be treated with respect and lovingly tender to bear the fruit that was intended.

Libérer de la Servitude

Scars are like memories and Tattoo`s .

When you fall , When your heartbreaks and When your Best freind turns his/her back against you, it leaves a scar that can hurt everytime you think about it.

It`s a memory that is stuck in your head.

It`s in the past ,but it comes back and bites.

It`s a tattoo because it`s a memory that hurts , but does`nt go ...

When you see it`s so vividly , you sometimes regret what led to the scar that is a memory that leaves an imprint in your Life`s History......

End Note :

Every time that you hurt me, everytime i felt pain ,every lie that you told me made me who i`m today .

Never have regrets because at one point everything i did in life was exactly what you wanted...