Love Instatiable........

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.

You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.

You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.

When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.

They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.

Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.

There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.

You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.

The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again.

Colours seem brighter and more brilliant.

Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all.

A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.

In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.

Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.

You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do.

Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.

You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.

You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you.

You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.

Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.

Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."

Finding Oneself........

Warriors of light always keep a certain gleem in thier eyes

They are of this world, they are part of the lives of other people and they set out on thier journey with no saddlebags and no sandals

They are often cowardly .

They do not always make the right decisions.

They suffer over the most trivial things, they have mean thoughts and sometimes belive they are incapable of growing.

They frequently deem themselves unworthy of any blessing or miracle.

They are not always quiet sure what they are doing here.

They spend many sleepless nights , believing that thier lives has no meaning .

That is why they are warriors of light.

Because they make mistakes .

Because they ask themselves questions.

Because they are looking for a reason - and are sure to find it.

Excerpts

Hey You! up there in the dark can u hear me...

Scattered Thoughts ..... Ensemble

"Soulmates" - I belive are for many of us all we see them at various times of our lives as mirrors of ourselves but timing is wrong and thier thread that is connected to us is not strong at that moment in time.

When worlds/threads do collide it comes with a "knowing" (beyond anything that i can describe) and a desire of two like minded individuals with a common desire to love each other . You are left wondering why us and not person I felt was attracted to.

A soulmate is not found as a "penny by the wayside" or like a magician pulling a rabbit out of the hat , but arrives with an intuitive knowing and a sense of completeness that is unfathomable.

So precious and fragile at first , tentative , awaiting the blossoming that will follow .

You think you are incharge of the emotions but you are swept away with a feeling that was meant to be and has come down from Ages , A Feeling beyond any of our Comprehension.

Love is a risk and is not all happiness and sunshine , it is hard work and a lot of giving and taking .God created love as an emotion to be treated with respect and lovingly tender to bear the fruit that was intended.

Libérer de la Servitude

Scars are like memories and Tattoo`s .

When you fall , When your heartbreaks and When your Best freind turns his/her back against you, it leaves a scar that can hurt everytime you think about it.

It`s a memory that is stuck in your head.

It`s in the past ,but it comes back and bites.

It`s a tattoo because it`s a memory that hurts , but does`nt go ...

When you see it`s so vividly , you sometimes regret what led to the scar that is a memory that leaves an imprint in your Life`s History......

End Note :

Every time that you hurt me, everytime i felt pain ,every lie that you told me made me who i`m today .

Never have regrets because at one point everything i did in life was exactly what you wanted...

Getting Nostalgic

I JUST CAN`T GET THIS SONG OF MY MIND

If i said you has a beautiful body would you hold it against me?

If i swore you were an angel would you treat me like the devil tonight ?

If i were dying of thirst would your flowing love come quench me ?

If i said if you had a beautiful body would you hold it against me ?

Now we can talk all night about the weather

Tell you `bout my freinds out on the coast

I could ask a lot of crazy questions

Or i could ask what i really want to know

Now rain can fall so soft against the window

The sun can shine so bright up in the sky

But daddy always told me "Dont make small talk"

He said " Come on out and say what`s on your mind"

If i said you had a beautiful body would you hold it against me ?

If i swore you were an angel would you treat me like a devil tonight?

If i were dying of thirst would your flowing love come quench me ?

If i said you had a beautiful body would you hold it against me .....

- Bellamy Brothers

Down the Memory Lane

Met Ol` freinds & Khyani Bakery @ Dhobitalao, Malhar time is in so need to arrange passes so we can get in the college fest, last time i entered as a journo he he he , god still did`nt give up tryin to get passes @ Malhar and the meet started niceties with usual gallis and passes in place, the conversation moved on to our old days and lo we went down the Down the memory lane .... Good old days those were .

Time when Fair and Fete during some church feast was an in thing and attending every rock show may it be I-ROCK or any college rock festival was necessary and getting invited by local freinds were more happening as we would get free food as guest , literally attending any fete all through bombay may it be at Bosco`s at Matunga or feast @ IC borivalli or at John the Baptist @ thane was a way of life for us , we the bunch of motley crew of Music and Dance freak were always there in full force giving our attendanc may it be rain or hot summer evening.

Where live band played till early morn for there used to be 3 to 4 bands playing back to back , dishing songs from Dire Striats to Eric clapton, madonna to prince from pussycat to engelbert from country music to dance number...and ending up with Goan Masala , with live band playing things were really happening , NO GOING TO DISC man our own open shows .... Aaahhhhhhh. dance floors were open to anyone who wanted to shake thier leg or 2 or 3 or 4........

See most of these fete were free initially and the additional tit bits that is did`nt pinch our pocket as the beer, whisky , rum and vodka were also pretty cheap , mixing with the thumps up or any soft drink available , as officially taking booze in the fair were prohibited and the parish priest was always on a lookout for culprit ... :-) , but over the period of time we learnt the art of smuggling lot of stuff to these show`s that were part of our upbringing.

Nostalgic that we were ,i got into the mood as usual this time without any alcohol in the system and started whisling the GOOD OL` number that i still can't off my mind as i`m writing this blog ....

We literally ended up singing the song and the uncle the counter hushing us all the time....

well i wont end the story hear cause the after math late night session turned out to be even more happening when we landed our self at Mondy`s (Cafe Mondegar) and carried our singing session at full gusto with foreinger`s joinin in too.... well this how we were and this is how we are , of lately we seldom meet , but when we do , we believe in brining the roof down , we rock guyz........