Saturday, December 31, 2011

Two Lonely Hearts




Two lonely hearts torn apart,

Too stubborn to create a new start



Two lonely hearts far away from each other ,

Pain grabbing them in every which way from one another



Two lonely hearts, a quarter not a whole,

For the distance from the two souls is taking their toll.



Two lonely hearts one is yours the others mine

Two lonely hearts who promised to love each other until the end of time....

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Love Instatiable........




"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.



You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.



You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.



When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.



They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.



Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.



There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.



You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.



The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.



Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again.



Colours seem brighter and more brilliant.



Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all.



A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.



In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.



Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.



You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do.



Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.



You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.



You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you.



You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.



Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.



Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Finding Oneself........



Warriors of light always keep a certain gleem in thier eyes

They are of this world, they are part of the lives of other people and they set out on thier journey with no saddlebags and no sandals

They are often cowardly .

They do not always make the right decisions.

They suffer over the most trivial things, they have mean thoughts and sometimes belive they are incapable of growing.

They frequently deem themselves unworthy of any blessing or miracle.

They are not always quiet sure what they are doing here.

They spend many sleepless nights , believing that thier lives has no meaning .



That is why they are warriors of light.


Because they make mistakes .

Because they ask themselves questions.

Because they are looking for a reason - and are sure to find it.
















Excerpts

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Hey You! up there in the dark can u hear me...






Scattered Thoughts ..... Ensemble



"Soulmates" - I belive are for many of us all we see them at various times of our lives as mirrors of ourselves but timing is wrong and thier thread that is connected to us is not strong at that moment in time.


When worlds/threads do collide it comes with a "knowing" (beyond anything that i can describe) and a desire of two like minded individuals with a common desire to love each other . You are left wondering why us and not person I felt was attracted to.


A soulmate is not found as a "penny by the wayside" or like a magician pulling a rabbit out of the hat , but arrives with an intuitive knowing and a sense of completeness that is unfathomable.


So precious and fragile at first , tentative , awaiting the blossoming that will follow .


You think you are incharge of the emotions but you are swept away with a feeling that was meant to be and has come down from Ages , A Feeling beyond any of our Comprehension.


Love is a risk and is not all happiness and sunshine , it is hard work and a lot of giving and taking .God created love as an emotion to be treated with respect and lovingly tender to bear the fruit that was intended.


Thursday, August 18, 2011

Libérer de la Servitude



Scars are like memories and Tattoo`s .

When you fall , When your heartbreaks and When your Best freind turns his/her back against you, it leaves a scar that can hurt everytime you think about it.

It`s a memory that is stuck in your head.

It`s in the past ,but it comes back and bites.

It`s a tattoo because it`s a memory that hurts , but does`nt go ...

When you see it`s so vividly , you sometimes regret what led to the scar that is a memory that leaves an imprint in your Life`s History......




End Note :

Every time that you hurt me, everytime i felt pain ,every lie that you told me made me who i`m today .

Never have regrets because at one point everything i did in life was exactly what you wanted...


Friday, July 22, 2011

Getting Nostalgic



I JUST CAN`T GET THIS SONG OF MY MIND



If i said you has a beautiful body would you hold it against me?

If i swore you were an angel would you treat me like the devil tonight ?

If i were dying of thirst would your flowing love come quench me ?

If i said if you had a beautiful body would you hold it against me ?



Now we can talk all night about the weather

Tell you `bout my freinds out on the coast

I could ask a lot of crazy questions

Or i could ask what i really want to know



Now rain can fall so soft against the window

The sun can shine so bright up in the sky

But daddy always told me "Dont make small talk"

He said " Come on out and say what`s on your mind"



If i said you had a beautiful body would you hold it against me ?

If i swore you were an angel would you treat me like a devil tonight?

If i were dying of thirst would your flowing love come quench me ?

If i said you had a beautiful body would you hold it against me .....



- Bellamy Brothers









Thursday, July 21, 2011

Down the Memory Lane


Met Ol` freinds & Khyani Bakery @ Dhobitalao, Malhar time is in so need to arrange passes so we can get in the college fest, last time i entered as a journo he he he , god still did`nt give up tryin to get passes @ Malhar and the meet started niceties with usual gallis and passes in place, the conversation moved on to our old days and lo we went down the Down the memory lane .... Good old days those were .



Time when Fair and Fete during some church feast was an in thing and attending every rock show may it be I-ROCK or any college rock festival was necessary and getting invited by local freinds were more happening as we would get free food as guest , literally attending any fete all through bombay may it be at Bosco`s at Matunga or feast @ IC borivalli or at John the Baptist @ thane was a way of life for us , we the bunch of motley crew of Music and Dance freak were always there in full force giving our attendanc may it be rain or hot summer evening.



Where live band played till early morn for there used to be 3 to 4 bands playing back to back , dishing songs from Dire Striats to Eric clapton, madonna to prince from pussycat to engelbert from country music to dance number...and ending up with Goan Masala , with live band playing things were really happening , NO GOING TO DISC man our own open shows .... Aaahhhhhhh. dance floors were open to anyone who wanted to shake thier leg or 2 or 3 or 4........



See most of these fete were free initially and the additional tit bits that is did`nt pinch our pocket as the beer, whisky , rum and vodka were also pretty cheap , mixing with the thumps up or any soft drink available , as officially taking booze in the fair were prohibited and the parish priest was always on a lookout for culprit ... :-) , but over the period of time we learnt the art of smuggling lot of stuff to these show`s that were part of our upbringing.



Nostalgic that we were ,i got into the mood as usual this time without any alcohol in the system and started whisling the GOOD OL` number that i still can't off my mind as i`m writing this blog ....



We literally ended up singing the song and the uncle the counter hushing us all the time....

well i wont end the story hear cause the after math late night session turned out to be even more happening when we landed our self at Mondy`s (Cafe Mondegar) and carried our singing session at full gusto with foreinger`s joinin in too.... well this how we were and this is how we are , of lately we seldom meet , but when we do , we believe in brining the roof down , we rock guyz........

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

mon sauveur



Paint a smile on my face

Try to hide the pain

The smile never meets my eyes

My heart is full of shame



Paint a smile on my face

Try to forget the lies

The smile never meets my eyes

My heart is filled with pain



Paint a smile on my face

Try to forget that i`m alone

The smile never meets my eyes

My heart begins to break



Paint a smile on my face

as I try to find a freind

look me down as flirt

My heart despair , for the remarks hurts



I feel a tender touch upon

The smile i painted on

She wipes the smile off my face
Tells my heart to not be fake



She replaces the paint with a smile so true

I know i can`t be alone for sure

She takes the pain out of heart

And fills me up again









Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Tourmente`




Tears streaming down her cheek ,

As she sat lonely down by the creek ,

Heart broken , Words unspoken....

Fate took away the joy that one can`t fathom...

Madness she held onto, Feared she remained .

Chances she took to reach to the sky , but to no avail.

For surreptiously life pushed you down

As you see no reason to be around.



Happiness bountiful,

for a guardian angel has been put thru.

Take my hand for I will to guide u around.

From the madness that drive`s u to the ground..

Hold me , trust me ,

loneliness we will crush you`ll see

let`s together pave way thru the desert of pain .

Being alone there`s nothing you will gain .





- Endnote:

I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate...


--Anonymous

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

l'amour et la solitude



Childhood - Innocense

Freedom - Wild

Freinds - Happiness

Youth - explore

Respect - Command

Maturity - Responsibility

Love - Enigma

Lover - Support

Tear - Sad

Hate - Remorseful

Jealousy - Failure

Fatique - hopelessness

Loneliness- Fear

Twilight - Hope

Hope - Success...

Love - Blissful..



When you try your best and you dont succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need.

When you feel so tired but you can`t sleep

Stuck in reverse


When tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can`t replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?



High above or down below

When you`re too in love to let it go

If you never try you`ll never know

Just what you`re worth



Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And i will try to FIX YOU







Thursday, June 16, 2011

What is Emotional Intelligence Quotient (EQ)

The Rule for work are changing . We are being judged by not just how smart we are but also by how we handle each other and ourselves.

Our each and every action is systematically controlled emotion ; this is the essential premise of EQ.

To be sucessfull required effective ,control and management of one`s own emotions and those of the other people EQ embraces two aspects of intillegence.

1. Understanding yourself,your goals , responses , behaviour , create possibilities and intentions.

2. Understanding others and thier feelings .


Emotional intelligence Quotient (EQ) is increasingly relevant to organizational development and developing people , because EQ principles provide a new way to understand and assess people`s behaviour, management skills , attitudes , interpersonal skills and potential .Emotional Intelligence Quotients is an important consideration in all aspects of an organization; human resource planning , job profiling , recruitment interviewing and selection, management development ,customer relationships and customer services , etc .


The good news is , unlike IO , EQ skills can be developed and improved over time.


HOW TO GET PEOPLE TO LIKE YOU - THE RULE OF LIKEABILITY

There are no rules when it comes to popularity . However , these 12 rules of likeability are very true. Just stop and think for a moment about how true these are in your own life and you will understand thier universal appeal .

1. We like people who like us

2. We like people who are like us

3. We like people who can teach us without preaching at us.

4.We like people who lift our spirit

5.We like people who pay attention to us.

6.We like people who are approachable.

7.We like people who are genius

8.We like people who associate with positive feelings

9.We like people who are courteous.

10.We like people who are familiar with.

11.We like people who dont take themselves too seriously.

12.We like people who are beautiful inside.


Thursday, June 9, 2011

Rain....

Here comes the rain ,
Wash away my pain.....
The shame i feign to reign ,
Misdemeanour ,
worthless struggle ...
Past to last .....
when it last , may it be my last breath...
Give me freedom, take away my pain ,
i cry unto thee for i just cant bear the burden ,
it`s tearing me down ....
i can`t sleep , i can`t think straight....
the hate i nuture,
the past i lost , i see no future...
trun the tables , wake me from this cradle...
the death upon me ....
for that`s the freedom i seek....

Monday, June 6, 2011

Woman.........


Tis so amazing how this world was made
we fail to appreciate the woman we meet...
For the contribution they make in our life....
For the love they share being a wife...

For a friend we look upto thee ,
For the all the time they hold your hand & smile with glee...
Never to let you alone.
In darkest hour they stand like a pillar of stone...

For the your darkest secret , they can keep ...
Without uttering a word or weep...

For thier kindess and gentile nature ,
for thier everloving tenderness and fierce stature..
For the sweet words , For thier gentle touch...
For they stand strong , when you are down and gone...

Oh! woman Mother , Sister ,Freind and Wife...
You are God`s creation , your beauty undefiled
dont let the mans uncouth nature ....
For thier disgraceful behaviour ,
Make you feel lonely and unwanted

- Dedicated to all the woman .........

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Farting in Glory





Oh your`s truly has joined and orgn to do good for mankind , animalkind and inbetweenkind ......





Our motto go GO GREEN ( in envy ), shit man the other organization has better looking chicks than our`s .... aaaahhhhh and who the fuck called them our rival .......




Well this happened on one friday evening in the month of May , Stupid , stupid me i should`ve known when my friend here i`ll call him Mr. Emotional offered me free drinks shocked as i was happy 2 , i accepted the offer , after lot of coercion and sweet talks , bas sirf freindship ke liye join kar na , i joined this orgn that dealt with environmental issue is what he said to me gave me a good 2 hours of talks which i just didn`t get what he ws trying to say , see this session took place on over a bottle of Vodka , 6 peg down and i just stared @ him blankly and his nonsense , had to na he was paying the bill .... and after 7th peg i signed the Regn Form, fuck after so much of alchol in i would have signed my death warrant for all i know....... hic`s hics , chicken 69 mangate hai yaar ... chakna khatam hua...



Lo` the all and mighty` name appeared on thier circular that was the end of the month , Mr.Movin D`costa, souvenir committe member , eh what`s tht , my freind explained to me very nicely it`s like since u cant make it to all the meeting and stuff i , the stress on " I" was quiet deep suggested for you to be auxillary member and be in a sovenir committe uor job will be to get sponsor`s ...... arree waah ........ thank u saar.....



I was called for here i`m stressing "I" cause it`s something i learned from my freind u see , by high and mighty thier Vice President who also happens to be corporator from our ward , said he wanted to meet me ( self importance :-) ) ..... okay high and mighty i`ll be there , there goes my sunday (shit ooo) .....



I went in my regulars ( shorts and tees and shoes) to match and here thy were in kurta and pyjamas , odd ball tht i`m gave a sheepish look to my freind he just smiled back after formal introduction....

we set on to meet the other orgn that were planning to have some event or the other for the year so that we can plan our event`s accordingly.....




I was aghast 2 see so many youth from in and around been part of different orgn i had no idea about met a few freind asked the same fearful yet stupid question ( shaadi hua kya) , abe chutiya i`ve come here to good for mankind all u`ll are after my shaadi..... (mood off) , bundle of mood`s back got introduce good looking guju babes from other orgn , and one even offered me SNAKES (snacks) for rest of the english speaking crowd i accepted the SNAKES thankfully ( consisted of khaman dholka, undia, sev chuddha and samosa and chutney to dip it all )and to slush it down Aaam Ras.... ( Oh God) ..... and went on the occupy a seat near our gang who looked thy have come to some political rally as the member`s of other group were as casual as i was , the teen`s in tees and short.... but amoungst my group i was the odd man out ..... Lo Bolo ...



After the hogging session was over the meeting started with a Big Bang ( poing , poing , phus and PhRRRRRRRRRRRRR) , i mean literally our all and mighty(read our Vice President u nincompoop) blew his horn, it was a royal rumble of Fart`s for sometimes... and lot of laugh afterwards.... Ass sticking near live MIC what can u expect and bloody embarrasement for group members .....excuse moi` , bit of regret ful sorries, the poor thing was in misery as he had too many dhoklas and samosas they were just not willing to stay put so had to blow out right.... phataka mat jaloooo , hamane leke aaya hai ........ ( GOD save our environment from this GAS chamber, burn him instead of trees, Save our environment)




Well the meeting finally ended in a good note , with wee getting to orgnize an event in June a cricketting match and awareness program along with it.. and football tornament in november with similar program 2......



All wrapped going home niceties exchanged sunday gone , my freind gone , had too see he had night shift @ work, our all and mighty was pretty happy with the meeting and ordered a round of vada pav for all his member`s.... 1 round became 2 then 3 , and finally we called it off as our high and mighty closed the session with another mighty blow of horn..... And off we headed home.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Trip to babylon

I summarize that windfall comes at an unexpected times :-) , monetary or otherwise.... u need patience too.

Finally picked up the sound system i was so looking out to buy, dreams can be acheived really, and here i `m , i bought the audiophile system that i always used to check out , well the rates were too much pinched my pocket as well as by butt....

Butt never gives up the 10 years itch ..... never goes so easily u see .... scratch scratch aaaahhhh... feel`s good
Scrapped my Sony system finally , R.I.P my you play uor tune to someone else`s ears....

The trip to buying the audio system was mar with lot of if`s
i want to buy this before i could pick that ....

But after much ado and savings every bit it was worth every penny......
Sold my old set to a freind of mine and little savings , thought of buying a bike 2nd tht is , struck a deal ...... oops by mistake logged on to the site selling the audiophile and just could`nt resist the temptation.

Chucked the bike , and took a trip to babylon ( matunga where my sound engineer was putting the system in place for me) ....
Me and my freind went to this place in the sunny afternoon , had a session with Mr. Bajaj the guy who own the place and an engineer par excllence who gave a subtle point on technicalities of the system and to how to listen and enjoi music at the best, without bursting EARDRUMS ... after lot of Q&A session we both ( me & my freind) agreed on one piece tht was demanding our attention the most MOSFET REF 2000 + Millenium Speakers......

Ole` agreed on the set and went to celebrate even before pickin up the set , had a beer or 2 or 3 or 4 or 5 lost the count actually , told our man Mr.Bajaj will be back in 1/2 hour and turned up well after 4 hours..... u see it was the banks fault and not beers....

after filling our tummy and heart , i realized i struck a deal without having any money on .... called on Mr.Bajaj who insisted on paying in cash ... and lo the trip started .

Went to ATM no.1( Place - Matunga) , no cash in the system huh , wtf why have thy even placed this goddamn things in place,
ATM no.2 (Place Dadar ) and ATM no. 3 (Place Dadar) were out of order (had to walk all the way from Matunga to Dadar to Mahim) in the heat that was burning the skin .... but made it with beer belly and bit of drowsy feeling ....
Went to ATM no.4 (Place -Mahim ) fuck ate my card...... all hell broke lose ... goddamn it ,the security bailed me out he was able to retrive it ..... i`m not going to swipe again
well we dont have any other option i knw if i walk away from the deal ,i`ll end up picking bike ( read beast ) instead of the beauty .....
Of fish lets try again ATM no.5(Place - Mahim) no cash again..... shitoooo
ATM no.6 (Place Mahim) of gush came the money finally , rushed to the place and picked up my system par excellence..... Dire Straits 3rd performance at my place at my own pad, called in friends , brought in booze and celebrated ......

Long live music ......

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Pisces - The Fishes- TOP 10 REASONS YOUR A PISCES






The fish is a guardian of the abstract mind
The most compassionate person of any sign

Tis said we are the bearers of an intuitive Muse
The energies of power more than a mere fuse

The Pisces is the signature of the twelfth and final sign

The force of mystical powers and passions more refined

Sometimes we hide our energetic trine

When close to a body similar to thine
Composed of complexities larger than most
Compassion compounded for any host

Friend to the Universe and lacky to none
Lovers of peace and celestial fun
Dreamer and bon vivant, poets and actors
Musicians and politicians...how does that factor?
Guess all-in-all ....its best being around
The Pisces who flies forever off ground.


Who needs to walk on fire,
When you can walk on water.

~Tony Robbins


PISCES in detail

He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in.

He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.

He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. Wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future.

He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead.

His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon. He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely.

He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.

He can be happy and content by himself. What he think is important is not "Love" ,but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you.

He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understand his partner's emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him.

He is a sensitive, quiet , shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends. He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact.

When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to know yourself worth all the time too.

Friday, May 27, 2011

Cyc-lone



"Cycle-Lone" well as the title suggest the " Cycle to Work" event organised by the company turned out to be.


Woke up in the mornin ,expecting to be a lean -mean affair with lot of fun and chick`s to stare at.

but on reaching the destination (which i presumed it was) turned out to like a fucking treasure hunt , with the co-ordinating people given all the wrong direction`s and making you meet different group`s at differenet location.


And all cursing under thier breath , getting up so early to make for this event .... and we are all like lost sheep looking for the shepherd ( or some fucking nerd) with no sense of direction.



Finally we all teamed up jumped into a vehicle and reached the venue which was way away from the details provided to us , HR ki Jai HO ....



Timing 8:30 sharp ( razor sharp i thought) the fucker`s were just putting up stall`s , with less of contestant and more of cops i wondered what have i registered myself into.



Finally after much ado the event kicked of at 9:30 IST* sharp (razor sharp - mind it or IST -Indian Standar Time - always count one hour after , strange how the time work`s in this part of the region) .



No hurray , no blowing of horn , no screaming no one realised but the event started before people realised , even the event organiser were surprised , as the participant started cycling no sooner they rested thier tooshies on the cycle seat.... YAYYYYYYYY.



Cops giving technical advice to a few chicks who did turnup , cause the bikes were doomed from the beginning , mine was no sooner than i tried to pedal it the fucking pedals it just didn`t move...


Makes me wonder why the hell did i wake up so early in the 1st place ....



Finally after lot of maa ki aankh kick`s the pedal pushing they were free enough to go round and lo i departed on my adventure of Merry go round around Mulberry Bush .. could see none though .....



After another 10mins the chains were out from the spokes that drive the pedal , madarchod ... these hero cycle guyz cant u least send a decent cycle....

And all and mighty were ogling at this weird creature stand on the road all trying to fix the chain, but with no vain and enough pain got the orgn to get some techinician to make it work ...

and reached the destination evenually with no one around made me wonder , saala saab mere chood ke chale gaye kya....



Plus point i got a Tee and Helmet free for takes sake , someone told me i would get cycle free... Chutiya banaya....



On a final note Cycle On guyz makes you all healthy , wealthy and Wise.


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Misplaced


World of wonders , to many blunders.

started a freindship to end with courtship.

seeing no respite with never ending fight ,

love once reside , ended in sour contrite



Listen to what i say , cause u`ll hear the story of nay say.

cause wht i belived was a lasting love , turned me into a bloodied dove...

the lonely times , the fearful chimes,

the cry of wolf , wearing of hoofs ,

the round u make , as uor love is at stake...



All the reasoning , has no meaning , i`m stubborn , my ego hurt,

i`m right and you are wrong for i`m the bard who sings this song.



For now i`m alone, loneliness creeps down my soul ,

for i see no hope, i`m here ,my heart`s in fear ,

i`m trying to be happy , yet i feel so sad.




Nothing makes any difference, as happiness gone

heart burns , wish u were here so the world would turn

everything so shallow so very burnt,

oh i`m missin the time we spent and for thats when i had fun.





Monday, May 23, 2011

Angelic




Why is the world so full of hatred ,
for they`ve kept price for everything tht was sacred.

The golden rays of sunlight on my eyes wakes me up from the blissful slumber..
only to realize that the world has gone down under.
Dreams are all that I can hold on ,
hoping the affair of the state changes and life would go on.

Simple were we when our need were few,
when religion , country and caste had it`s place ,at the pew.
Alas it grew from giving people hope,
to rip them off from thier life now unable to cope.

Preacher meant to spread message of Love ,
But greed sold thier heart to the Cove,
Country meant to provide shelter to the people,
only broke thier back and made them cripple.

When will thing change , Oh! God for we need you in place ,
to save the mankind from this bloody race,
humanity died long back ,human heart has turned cold ,
you will need to show how far you can go and be bold.
the creation of yours has lost it charm and shone
For Money is the new GOD ,
as the old has become obsolete and is gone...

Friday, May 20, 2011

Ache



Hearts united in pain and sorrow,

will not be seperated by joy and happiness.

Bonds that are woven in sadness

are stronger than the ties of joy and pleasure.



Love that is washed by tears

will remain eternally pure and faithful .

Ever has it been that love knows not it`s own depth

untill the hour of seperation.


Boredom



Another day gone , with nothing worth while been done.

seems like my existence has no meaning, just going on in time.



Early morning break, day begins i seek adventure,

but my the daily chore is seeping like cancer.



Relished the time i spent in my carefree days,

today the rat race has stopped the craze.



All the freinds and fellow beings whose company i stand

enjoyed the life of fun Oh Grand ...


What is left of now is back breaking work and boredom enhanced.


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Lost Soul


Locked in the prison with no escape,

Keeping track of long lost days,

Where will my weary soul reside,

When there is nothing left inside..



Who will want my painful soul,

whose action made of me a fool,

Can i ever live with myself,

or in eternal darkness dwell.




Can the light of truth free me,

or all alone will i ever be.

The fate of my life is long gone,

For i have done too much wrong....

Pain


Love lost , pain survived ,

peace deviod , loneliness abundant ...

my search is futile , i feel so redundant ....


Surviving , in this Hell i bellow ,

pain within and saviour above ,

yet i see no hope or quest to survive ....


Waiting for the light to shine ,

hope the darkness ends with fear deviod.


Friday, May 6, 2011

Ad World , Mad World







Life in an Ad agency , Well i was not a kinda guy who would stick to a job for more than 2 or 3 months MAX , well i had my reasons first of all i did`nt like authority over me , telling me wht to do (see i was born with know it done it all attitude) , than there were co-workers who find me bit weird and lot of other lame reason i can go on and on , but than one fine day I got a call from my freind she said hey there`s this new agency lookin out for personnel why dont u try out ... agency never heard of any one working in agency so had no idea how`s it gonna be but than ...

i did send my C.V. and convinently forgetten about it , got a call after 2 months ( sleeping were they ), but than went for the interview in crisp cream shirt, black trousers and polished shoes.....


i was called in at 9:30 sharp in morning , the person i was suppose to meet was not to be seen ya he got delayed ( by 3 hours) ..... ya i was still waiting keeping askin the girl as reception if he is in...


She with a sympathising look would nod to a no... well than my man did walk in at 12:30 sharp, with elderly genetleman in tees with an unkempt beard and a pony tail , and shocked was i ....


But than the elderly fellow did apologize for his delay , askin me for coffee , i was so irritated i rudely said no.... he smiled asked me if i have brought my cv along , yes i did .... humph

he looked at it .. smiled again with a grand fatherly look , asked abt family and music i like , looked at the CV again, smiled again , can u join us by in a weeks time beta ......

Week is to short a notice Pa i need more time , a week or no we are loaded we need someone urgently beta he smiled again .... i took the offer



Life was toough intially , for i was literally living in the office and working till late in the night , so all old freinds disappeared , tight schedule and all the gallis from the boss but it`s worth working in an Agency , for all the fucked up late working and shit load of ass tearing work.



Than there was the casual environment jeans , dont fuck with me boss , belive me here was where i gave gallis back to my boss without fear of losing my job cause he gave a fuck as long as i proved my point and i was right and if not motherfucker get the fucking work redone was his final stand ....



Where Music can be played freely while u work ( hum a song or 2 if u want 2, group singing was appreciated , as long as it didn`t irritate the hindi listeners for thy were a few in numbers) , weekend parties was a norm to detress and meet new chick on the bloc and on the spot movie plans (free ticket`s sponsored by co.) , trekking , pubbing ahhhhhh....


and finally a place where u can sleepover you hangover for the night if you parents dont let u in the house after those too much Binge parties....



But than these were the Guyz who made the ad agencies for what it is for they were visionaries Par excellence....


Legends are what these guyz have created themselves in Ad world

1) Ajit Balakrishnan ( Rediffusion DY & R - Rediff.com)

2) Dewan Arun Nanda (Rediffussion DY& R)

3) Kersey Katrak ( The Republic)

4) Mohammed Khan (Enterprise Nexus)

5) Sam Balsara ( Madison India)

6) Piyush Pandey ( O&M)

7) Mani Aiyer ( O& M)

8) Agnello Dais ( Taproot )


These were the few renegades who changed the way the Ad agencies were run in India , Creativity bloomed ...



They had the balls to do something different , visualize , conceptualize and create an ad and hit the right spot things we could only think of appreciate when it`s done....





Salute to you guyz especially (AB) ( ajit balakrishnan worked under his tulelage) for you`ll took the path least trodden and made the only place where we MISFIT of societies for who could`nt find or stick to any other jobs for more than month , a haven to be around ,do what they want , and live freely ......
Creativity Rox and So do you`ll Guyz....
















































Impromptu



Now i feel the loneliness begin,

the pain and heartbreak once again.

It`s the same feeling that i`ve known ,

after parting of the freindship that has grown.

She with one tear in her eye,

he bends down and whispers a soft and loving goodbye....